i've been tagged..

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts out by telling 6 weird things about themselves on their own blog, as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you will need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names. After you do that, leave them a comment on their blogs letting them know you tagged them.

Ok, mala tagged me yesterday, and I was gonna do it straight away, but I can't really think of any of my weirdness or craziness (I quite like to think of myself as level-headed, very sensible girl..ahaha :p). But then again, after thinking about it, I guess, I'm a bit weird afterall :p

So here goes:

1. I sometimes come out with a standard textbook or shall I say, classic malay words like 'gundah', during conversations. Sometimes I even come out with a proper pepatah/ peribahasa yang jarang digunakan just to get my point across. I also pick up falsafah from storybooks and use them as advises to my friends (especially all those love philosophies) heheh.

2. It's strange to know that my bestfriend like to 'mencangkung' when she's writing, because I myself have this habit of mencangkung di atas kerusi, or anywhere really especially when I'm doing work, or just using my laptop. I found it most comfortable, and I don't usually realise that I'm doing it kecuali bila dah kena tegur. It's not a proper mencangkung though, becos my butt will be on the chair - it's like halfway between mencangkung and sitting down.

3. when I go to sleep or lie down, I'll have to put my necklace on the bridge of my nose, as I'd feel strangled if it's around my neck. So, I dont really like wearing those little necklaces that sits right around the neck. I like the chain to be a bit longer so it can reach my nose.

4. I have cold feet. I wear socks pretty much all the time. I doesn't matter if I'm wearing sleeveless or a nightie, I have to wear socks. Despite the lack of body fat, I can withstand cold temperatures. As long as I have my socks, I'll survive.

5. I love reading. Ever since I learned how to read, I read pretty much everything. I used to read articles from kertas bungkus nasik lemak. It's a shame they don't use newspaper anymore.
6. I'm a bit paranoid, and always imagine having a terrible accident. Like if I'm climbing up the stairs, I'll imagine myself falling down from the highest step and break my neck. Or if I'm walking on a slippery road, I'll imagine myself slipped and get run down by a bus or something. It makes me wince, and I'll have to close my eyes to get rid of it.

That's it. I'm breaking the rules now. I won't tag anyone ;). Feel free to do it if you're interested :)

love is..

Cinta
(Misha Omar & Jacklyn Victor)

menapak jalan yg menjauh

tentukan arah yg ku mau

tempatan aku pada satu peristiwa

yg membuat hati lara

di dekat engkau aku tenang

sendu matamu penuh tanya

misteri hidup akankah menghilang

dan bahagia di akhir cerita

cinta, tegarkan hatiku

tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau

naluriku berkata,

tak ingin terulang lagi

kehilangan cinta,

hati bagai raga tak bernyawa

aku junjung petuamu

cintai dia yg mencintaiku

hatinya dulu berlayar,

kini telah menepi

bukankah hidup kita

akhirnya harus bahagia

di dekat engkau aku tenang

sendu matamu penuh tanya

misteri hidup akankah menghilang

dan bahagia di akhir cerita

cinta biar saja ada

yg terjadi biar saja terjadi

bagaimana pun hidup ini hanya cerita

cerita tentang yg meninggalkan

dan yg ditinggalkan

cinta......

.unwell.

I decided not to go to theatre today. Had a bad stomachache yesterday, and still wasn't feeling well this morning. It's been a while since I last had it, I felt almost dizzy. Dah laa masa tu I was on the way balik Leeds. Alhamdulillah selamat sampai rumah, tanpa terjadi apa-apa. Indigestion je pun rasanya, but since it's not getting much better, I decided to make an appointment to see the GP today. Alhamdulillah, it's as I thought, prolly added with extra stress, hence the symptoms.

Also, told the GP that we just found out that my sister and my mom are beta-thalassaemia carrier, and I wasn't sure whether I should get myself tested. Not that it's going to change much, but I supposed it's good to know. I've been thinking about it for a while, but I supposed better to get it over and done with, put my mind at rest. So had a tube of blood taken out. Lebam tangan ku, due to my tiny little vein, the nurse punctured it through to the other side. Berborak-borak dengan that nurse, and she was giving me tips on how to take blood properly, and not to bruise my patients so much, especially the elderly. Also she warned me not to let any of my colleagues to take my blood sebab vein yang kecik, hehehe. nurses are fine, since they do it all the time. Totally agree with her :p. she's got beatiful veins though, would be a good one to practice cannulation on. I told her, that after learning how to take bloods and cannulate, I keep looking at people's veins thinking, "oh that's a good one, I'm sure I can get bloods out from there". hahaha.. Dia pun sama rupanya. Sad people, we are, lol!! (I still do it now, for some reason, esp kalu tgk vein yg mcm pipe je tu.. cannot help it lah!!! Dia dah macam second nature, although sekarang ni takde lah teruk macam dulu. heheheh) Gilo!!


I think I've finished my last SSC. just need to print it out and hand it in tomorrow. It's not as good, but I really can't spend anymore time on it. I hope I've done enough. Weekend is near, and we planned to watch music and lyrics this weekend. Nisa kata muvi itu sangat best. Also, I better start eating proper food now and look after my health. Don't want to get ill nearer to the exams now, aite?

-tercipta untukku- ungu -

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata

Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah

Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah

Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah

Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

if you know how to die, you'll know how to live .. Morrie in Tuesdays with Morrie

Just finished watching Tuesdays with Morrie on bbc2. I've read the book, but never watched the movie. And like the book, I just couldn't stop crying. Morrie's last thesis with his favourite student Mitch, covering the most important topic: Life and living. The syllabus consist of Love, Marriage, Death and Dying, and a few others that I can't remember. A moving story indeed.

On a different note, I am currently working on my last SSC, insyaAllah. Only managed to do about a fifth of it since yesterday (simply because I ended up revising and not writing - I don't have to remind you about how much I hate SSCs, do I?)Oh well, at least it's on management of acute cholecystitis, and hopefully by the time I finished the essay, I got some facts squeeze into my tiny little brain cells, and stay there for future reference.

Weekend is almost over, and it's getting nearer to the exams. Revision is not going very well as I still needed to gather some courage to face some of the things that I really don't like in medicine, like neurology and endocrinology. What with the upper motor neurone and the lower motor neurone plus the brain anatomy and what not. Tu laa, dulu masa belaja neuroanatomy, tak nak belajar betul-betul. Kan dah payah. Oh well, I guess it's time to face my fear, huh?!

-lonely-

Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than just the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected from, and alienated towards, other people; an unwilling solitude.

"Well, we're sharing a drink called loneliness. But it's better than drinking
alone."
Billy Joel, "Piano Man", Piano Man (1973)

Sources: wikipedia, wikiquote

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