post-exam blues..

hmm..

it's 4 days post-exams,
it's strange not having to do any work
it's weird not having deadlines for anything
I know, I'm not hardworking
I played around, I chilled a lot
but I always have this thing at the back of my head
that thing called 'Conscience' to catch up with work

But it's a good feeling
I felt like I wanna jump, scream, or just go crazy
after that last day of OSCE
I can't stop smiling all the way back home
not because I did well
each day I kept finding those mistakes that I did
or those things that I shouldn't or should've done
but I'm just so relieved
that it's over..
at least for the time being
and nothing that I can do to change it
except for praying
that I did enough, insyaAllah

I can't believe how tired I was
my body ached everywhere
it's like I aged 50 years in like half-an hour..
Penat ok!!

"Maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu), tiap-tiap kesusahan ada kemudahan,
(Sekali lagi di tegaskan) tiap-tiap kesukaran itu ada kemudahan,
Dan apabila angkau selasai menyudahkan sesuatu amalan soleh, maka bersegeralah mengerjakan yang lain,
Dan kepada Tuhanmu, berserahlah.."

Al-Insyirah 5-8

Dan kepada Tuhanmu, berserahlah.....Aminnnn

Apple Pie

Picture updated on Apr 29th ..enak lagi menggiurkan heheh ;)

Got this recipe from suraya like a year ago. But due to unforeseen circumstances (ie like the oven is not working, then I'm too busy working) I haven't actually tried it. But I guess, now it's time. I put it here, so that I'll remember to get the ingredients when I go out tomorrow and hopefully bake it by the end of the week ..ngehehehe..
Post-exam ?? ermm still not entirely sure how I feel, so will write about it later lah. ;)

Apple Pie Recipe

300g Flour
200g Butter
100g Sugar
1 egg
Cinnamon
4-5 Bramley Apples
100g Sugar

For crust
• Mix butter and flour – cut the butter in small chunks
• Whisk the egg and put most of it in the bowl w butter and flour and sugar (100g)
• Mix everything together till it’s a big ball
• Spread flour on workplace
• Take of the dough and roll it flat using a rolling pin covered in flour
• Cover bottom of the pie with dough and put the rest aside.
• Take a fork and make a few little dents on the bottom surface
• The remaining flour of the portion is used to line the sidewall of the baking tray
• Use the remaining of the dough ball to make the top once the feeling is poured in

For filling
• Peel & slice the apple into small chunks
• Put them in a pot and add sugar
• Cook the mixture and add cinnamon as the cooking process continues
• Duration for cooking is till the apple are soft but firm

Top of crust
• Using the rest of the dough, make the top part of the crust
• Any pattern will do
• Once done, use the remaining of the whisked egg and spread it on top of the crust

Bake it in an oven for approximately 45 – 50 minutes at or gas mark 7 for gas oven. Once it is baked, leave it out to cool and crust hardened."~ The Apple Pie Recipe by The Apple Pie Maker

..H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y, A.Y.A.H..

Heheh.. actually this picture was taken during Kasyah's birthday last August, and Ayah's birthday was yesterday, but couldn't update because of the exams.

Dear Ayah,
I know you won't be reading this, but I'm gonna say it anyway

Thank you, for all these years
For taking care of me, now, and I'm sure for the many years to come
for believing in me, and understanding
for the extra courage, the doas, that extra push,
and the extra strength (not to mention the extra money :p)

I know i never say this to you,
but I hope you know that
I love you, with all my heart.
I can never thank you enough
And I just hope that one day I'll make you proud :)

Happy 56th Birthday.
May Allah bless you.

reason to smile ^_^

Despite the fact that finals is less than 3 days away,
and I hardly remember anything that I've been revising,
Also the fact that I feel the very the stupid during study group with the girls,
I was so stress I just had to cut my own hair,
And forced myself to get out of bed..
I've been smiling all day since I got these :)

More reasons for me to pass the exams, aite?
To you, my love,

Thanks, for the flowers, the support, the doas,

thanks for everything..

And thanks to the delivery girl ;)

I heart you both :D

Doakan saya :)

"kau membuat ku merasa hebat

kerna ketulusan cintamu

ku merasa teristimewa

hanya..hanya kerna, kerna cinta,

kau beri padaku sepenuhnya

buat kuselalu merasa..bererti...

tak pernah kurasakan

damai sedamai bersamamu

tak ada yang bisa

yang mungkin kan mengganti tempatmu.."

>>my bodyguards<<

What more can I say??

Life sure is dull and boring without them lot ;)

ps: sorry hun, your face tercover. it wasn't on purpose, I swear! Blame picasa for that..heheh :p

bad day - daniel powter

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to gray

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee you go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

..dreamin' of you..

for you, my love :)

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I wish on a star that, somewhere,

you are thinking of me, too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight

'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me