Showing posts with label things that matters. Show all posts
Showing posts with label things that matters. Show all posts

June 27, 2007

so many to do.. so little time
but i supposed i'd never have enough time anyway

came back from aberdeen, happy and sad
somehow 5 days is too short when you spend it with the right people :)
miss them already
it was fun indeed
didn't really go to many places
just hanging out and chilling
masak dan makan
berborak dan berborak lagi
plus helped shauqi with his revision
made some new friends
i even thought of staying a bit longer
but I can't

Need to go down South this friday
planned to go on tuesday, but have to go earlier
can't even meet Fats since she's on leave this week
She asked me to go to Manchester next weekend
hope I'll be able to go and see her then

Now I feel like I don't wanna go home too soon
It's another big step
and I am so not ready
but I never really was anyway

ermm if only I can stop time and enjoy this moment a bit longer


with niza, zack and murni at Nunu's place

bukit dan air

the driver + best friend

wif Niza and Nunu
Partner tido + host yang baik hati :)

of ketam-ketam yang dengki, of losing the precious

adalah banyak benda yang nak ditulis, but words seems inadequate. ermm where shall I start?

Have you heard the story about ketam Melayu and ketam Cina yang duduk dalam satu bekas, dan cuba untuk keluar? at the end, ketam Cina berjaya keluar tapi ketam Melayu tidak. Sebabnya, ketam-ketam Cina saling bantu-membantu untuk keluar, tapi ketam Melayu sibuk berlumba-lumba untuk menjatuhkan sesama sendiri, sampai akhirnya takde siapa pun yang berjaya. Sedih, kan?

A friend almost lost her job because of some ketam-ketam yang tidak boleh nampak orang lain senang. She was new, but well-liked by the bosses. She haven't done anything except being efficient and dedicated. And she blogged. Her being her, she wrote about current issues, a bit about her job, and you know the usual stuff, things that bother her, wrote about some sensitive issues. To be fair, it's still relatively mild, compared to some other bloggers, but it's there. Somehow, the bosses knew about it. She almost got kicked out of the team. And they asked her to stop writing.

Sad, kan? Simply because you're too good at what you do, you lost one of the most precious thing in your life. The thing that saddened me the most is the fact that the bosses wouldn't know if nobody told them. To be fair, if she really broke the rule - and had accidentally spill some company secrets in the blog, the person who knew that she blogged can just warned her. No need to be nasty, spreading rumours and brought it straight to the bosses, right? Just because she's too good at what she does, they have to lower themselves to that level. I am sad, because they call themselves 'professionals' or 'golongan intelek', when the way they act like they're still in high school. Pity. very sad indeed.

May 31, 2007

~mungkin lebih biru...langit mu di sempadan sebelah situ~

Cost of living in Malaysia....Too high?

Oleh Dr Zain Azrai, London


The argument in this thread from day one is the cost of living in each
country (especially UK and Europe) based on what you earn in the
respective country and whether the standards are higher than in
Malaysia.

I tried to point out that many Malaysians always convert and that is why they
say the UK is expensive. In fact, the cost
of living is much cheaper than in
Malaysia.


In actual fact, Malaysians are being conned because for such a rich and resource rich
country, the pay in Malaysia is way too low compared to the cost of
living and inflation.

One good example is Singapore.

Singaporeans (average) earns around S$3000 to S$4000 and nearly everything is half
the price of Malaysia, e.g. clothes, computer parts, electronics, etc.
But the average Malaysian still earns RM$2000 plus and goods are double
the price of Singapore.

This is the same as the UK. If you earn around 2000 pounds, you can liken this to the person earning RM$2000 in
Malaysia. I give you some examples below. Maybe you can understand.

1) Good terrace house

It is more or less the same. If you want a house in KL, it would most
probably be in Puchong and not Damansara Heights. So your house would
be RM$200,000. In UK (London!), you can get a decent new house in Zone
6 (still within the tube) for 200,000 pounds.

If non London, you can get a nice house also for less than 200,000 pounds
outside London
(Manchester = <100,> house in Seremban, Kajang etc. You can buy a nice house for R
M200, 000
below. So buying a house is the same for the local and the Malaysian.

Renting a place is the same too or maybe cheaper than in Malaysia (I am not
sure of this). A 2-bedroom flat in London is about 750 pounds (Zone 2).
500 pounds outside Zone 6 but still able to commute to London. A
2-bedroom house in Nottingham is 450 to 500 pounds. A 3-bedroom house
in Belfast and Manchester is about 300-350 pounds.

2) A car

A good Wira is RM$55,000. Most Malaysians have to take 7-year loans and
be in debt all the time. If you are earning RM$2000 a month, you take
nearly 3 years saving the RM$2000 with not eating at all just to buy a
Wira.

In UK, the average local earns about 2000 pounds. He saves
3 months, he can buy outright a good Ford Fiesta or a Vauxhall Corsa
without being in debt.

If buying a second hand car, even better.
A 1990 Mercedes 190E cost 500 pounds. My 1996 Mercedes E220 cost 2000
pounds. My friend just gave me his 1989 Honda Accord (Auto) for free
because he said he could only get 30 pounds for it.

I used it for a few months and decided to give it of for free too.
That alone speaks for itself.


Even if you are kuli or an office boy, you still can drive a Mercedes or a BM.
Yes, kuli's and office boy's get paid quite well.


Average temp/office boy in London can earn about 7 to 10 pounds and hour.
Overtime is 1.5 times or double. A brick-layer can earn 20 pounds an
hour.

The same Indon who lays bricks in Malaysia earns RM$50 for the whole day.

Before I became a doctor, I used to be an office boy and I earned near 300
pounds a week working about 70 hours a week. My makan was 30 pounds a
week. My rent was 70 pounds a week for a room but I still drove a BMW
back then. I bought the 10-year old BMW 3 Series car for 200 pounds.

Amazing how an office boy can drive a safe and luxurious car.

3) Petrol

For a UK person earning 2000 pounds, 80 pence (now: 92 pence) a
litre/gallon is cheaper than RM$1.52 (now: RM$1.92!) paid in Malaysia.
If you don't convert, it is like paying 80 sen a litre in Malaysia

4) Shopping

20 pounds (which is 1% of 2000 pounds) can buy you 1 week's worth of
groceries in Tesco. RM$100 (which is 10% of RM$2000) can also buy you 1
week's worth of groceries in Giant or Carrefour.

5) Utility Bills (This is what I pay in UK)

Virtually non-stop heating the whole day only 20 pounds a month (Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned).
Electricity, I use my electricity maximum only 20 pounds a month.(Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)
My water bill also comes to about 20 pounds a month (Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)
My internet - I get 2Mbps for about 25 pounds (Bulldog DSL) (Also slightly above 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)
Astro Equivalent (NTL cable or Sky) - 30 pounds per month (Also slightly above 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

In Malaysia, this is what I used to pay:

Tenaga Bill comes to RM$200 to RM300 a month with 3 air-cons. This is more than 10% of the RM$2000 earned)
Water (Puas) comes to RM$40 (This is about 2% of the RM$2000 earned)
Astro RM$100 (if you take Chinese package) (This is about 5% of the RM$2000 you earn)
Internet Streamyx 512K RM 88 per month (This is about 5% of RM2000 you earn)

6) Books

A good book is about 10 to 15 pounds in the UK. This is less than 1% of
the 2000 pounds you earn. In Malaysia, you have to spend RM$75 to
RM$100 for a decent book in MPH or Kinokuniya in KLCC. This is about 5%
of the RM$2000 ringgit you earn.

7) Education

I think it is about RM$20,000 per year to do a degree in Sunway Monash and
about
RM$12,000 per year to send your kid to UM, UKM, USM etc. I am not sure
about this.

But in UK, it is only 3000 pounds a year to send your kid to a great university.
That also, the white man still makes a
lot of noise because the grants were
taken away. Previously, it was
virtually free for the English man to send his kid
to university but
now, since the grant was taken away, he has to spend 3000 pounds
per
year to send his kid to university and less money to get drunk in the pub.

Well, if you are earning RM$2000 ringgit, sending your kid
to UM to study is quite difficult. If you are earning 2000 pounds per
month, you can easily send you kid to university in the UK.

Even worse for the poor non bumi's not given a place in local university.

Even if they can afford, they won't get a place because of the quota system.
Unfortunately, the Chinaman and the Indian who gets 5A's in STPM have
to be sacrificed and not given a place to let the Malay fellow with
2E's and 3 Fail's to enter the Medical Faculty or Law Faculty.

So the non-bumi's have to save RM100,000 per year to send their kid to the
UK. In the UK, at least the white man still can go into university
based on results and merit and only pay 3000 pounds per year.

8) Luxuries

Panasonic Plasma TV in Malaysia about RM20,000. If you are earning RM$2000 a
month, memang mahal! You have to save 2 years your monthly salary to
buy it. In UK, the same Panasonic (ironically, Panasonic plasma is made
in Japan and Japan is close to Malaysia, so the plasma should be
cheaper in Malaysia) is only 200 pounds. And this is only 10% of the
2000pounds earned.

9) Health

NHS is free. Though the service is slow, quality is still there. You still can get a
top
quality by-pass for free although you may have to wait many months.

In Malaysia, IJN charges RM$30,000. SJMC charges RM$50,000.
GH is free but as many people know, GH and UH have clown doctors.


10) Assessments to local councils

I may pay high council tax but at least my council assures my streets are
clean and safe, got no holes (pot holes) on my roads, and they jump and
attend to me whenever I call them.

When I stayed in Malaysia, I paid my assessment and quite rent but MPSJ I lived in Subang) told me
to "podah" whenever I asked them to come and fill up the pot holes, cut
the long lalang, put street lighting etc The councils, especially MPPJ
and MPSJ, were more interested in eating nasi lemak and going for 10
teh tariks in a day during office hours and hardly did anything for their residents.

11) Income Tax

My national insurance and income tax also is not wasted. When I was
unemployed in 1997, the
government, i.e. social security, paid for my 2-bedroom
flat for one
whole year and I was given about 100 pounds per week for me and
my wife
to live on. I am happy to know that one day if I lose my job, I can
still claim social security and get my apartment paid and food to eat
again for free. It is a good security to know.

The list goes on.
Here alone you can see, the sterling you earn goes a long way in the
UK. So your quality of life is far better in the UK than a Malaysian in
Malaysia. It is just that Malaysians are just too content with what
they have. But you compare apple for apple.

The British just love to complain. They have it made but still they love
to complain.
Nothing is good enough for the British. The government gives the
citizens so much but they still seem to want more and more.

-------

I found this article from a website and I couldn't help myself to copy it
here. I think I had this discussion a few times with mala and a few other
friends, and I have to admit that he's got his points.

But to say that GH and UH doctors are clowns??? I do hope he's not a
medical doctor. Such ignorance!! A disgrace for a supposedly 'educated'
person.


Lagi satu orang yang rasa dia macam bagus sangat --> refer Mala's entry.

Hujan emas di negeri orang, eh??
what do you think??

May 21, 2007

Monday blues..

Rasa sungguh tak keruan, tapi tak tahu kenapa..
Mungkin sebab hari ini hari Isnin maka jadi tidak bersemangat
Perasaan selepas finals sungguh bercampur-baur
Walaupun dah hampir 4 minggu berlalu,
sesungguhnya I'm not properly over it, I think
Membantu Nisa belajar untuk exam juga membuatkan diri rasa seperti masih tidak pandai dan masih belum bersedia untuk bekerja
Namun, mengulang juga bukanlah pilihan kerana untuk melalui beberapa bulan lagi di sini adalah satu torture
Semoga Dia menunjukkan apa yang terbaik untukku..aminnn

Shadowing tidak begitu membantu
kerana aku membuat posting surgery jadi harus bangkit awal setiap hari
juga aku rasa seperti tidak bermakna kerana:
1] aku masih belum tahu keputusan peperiksaan
2] w/pun aku tahu keputusan itu, tapi aku tidak akan bekerja di sini, jadi rasa seperti tiadalah maknanya, tapi harus buat dan lulus jika mahu graduasi
Mujur ia cuma tiga minggu, jadi sekarang aku asyik menghitung hari untuk menghabiskannya

uhhh.. tiba-tiba rasa stress..
i miss......

1. her

2. her

3. and them

4. plus them


5. especially her
6. and also her


7. but most of all..

I HEART YOU ALL!!

April 20, 2007

..H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y, A.Y.A.H..


Heheh.. actually this picture was taken during Kasyah's birthday last August, and Ayah's birthday was yesterday, but couldn't update because of the exams.

Dear Ayah,
I know you won't be reading this, but I'm gonna say it anyway

Thank you, for all these years
For taking care of me, now, and I'm sure for the many years to come
for believing in me, and understanding
for the extra courage, the doas, that extra push,
and the extra strength (not to mention the extra money :p)

I know i never say this to you,
but I hope you know that
I love you, with all my heart.
I can never thank you enough
And I just hope that one day I'll make you proud :)

Happy 56th Birthday.

May Allah bless you.




April 11, 2007

>>my bodyguards<<

What more can I say??
Life sure is dull and boring without them lot ;)
ps: sorry hun, your face tercover. it wasn't on purpose, I swear! Blame picasa for that..heheh :p

March 30, 2007

..bittersweet..

as of today,
the 30th March 2007,
if the exams go well,
and the results come back 'positive' in two months time,

today, will mark the end of my clinical medicine teaching
of course, i still have a week of lectures next week
about 10 days of study break
4 days of osces and written exams
another two weeks of break
followed by two weeks of shadowing (which might only be a few days for me, since I'm not working here)

if all goes well, insyaAllah
the next time i go back to the wards (if not as patient/ patient's relative)
will be as a junior doctor..
unbelievable?
believe it!

when the end is near,
the beginning seems even closer
scary?
more than words can describe
i don't think i'm ready
but maybe i will never be ready

if you ask,
i still don't know for sure why, or how i get this far
there are moments when i just want to drop everything and run away
far far away..

but i am here, now
i believe that there are reasons why i made it this far
and better plans that Allah have in store for me
and with time, it will all become clearer

as for the moment, a step at a time..
let me pass the exams first..aminnn
and i'll deal with the rest when the time come.
just a few little steps more..aite? :)

carpe diem!

January 06, 2007

_happy anniversary_


it's been 6 years since the day he said he likes me. from college to uni. malaysia-sheffield-leeds-malaysia. dari dating naik bas, sekarang dah bleh naik kereta ;). from little disputes to major arguments (hence the short-term break-ups :p). happy days to not-so-happy-days. the silly-teasings-lead-to-big-arguments days. the ego contests and the i'm-cuter-than-you competitions, not to mention the who's-gonna-put-the-phone-down arguments. the i-miss-you-i-wanna-talk-to-you-all-the-time and sorry-i'm-with-my-friends-i'll-call-you-back-later times. the tears and the laughters. yes, we were and are still two little kids (well, he's not really little :p).

it's been quite a journey, and i'm thankful that we're here. together.

To you, my love,
happy anniversary, and may Allah bless us with more of this day to celebrate. thank you for putting up with me, and may we be able to put up with each other for the many years ahead. i hope we've and we will grow up together without losing those kids in us.
I..L.O.V.E..Y.O.U.

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