..all by myself.....

I am in Southampton, safe and sound. Despite the bomb scare in London yesterday afternoon, which caused me some delay, I managed to get here a bit past mid-night, 2 hours later than scheduled. K oja and Abg Zul went to some camping in a forest somewhere. Tapi adalah malas nak ikut kerana penat. Jadi sekarang sedikit sangap. Thinking of going to town. Tapi kat luar tu cuaca mandom, konfem sejuk. Jadi malas juga. Nasib baik berjaya on pc, although tadi struggle laa jugak awal2 tu.

Hai lah.. dah lah rakan2 yang kat soton ni sumer nye balik Malaya. Kesangapan lah beta untuk 2-3 minggu nih. Nasib baik lah rumah ni ada sky. Dekat dengan town juga. Maybe next week bleh start explore the city. at least tahu jalan dekat-dekat.

Rasa nak beli tiket untuk gi Manchester next week. Tapi prospect utk naik coach lagi 10 jam adalah rasa tidak mampu. Bagaimana ye? But I so want to go and see Fats. Sigh!! Indecision. Susah betul. Juga rumah untuk mak ayah kat Leeds, macam belum jumpa. Kena plan iterinary (btul ke eja? macam salah) diorang juga. Ermm.. nasib ada 2 weeks ++ lagi. sempat lah rasanya

Kemalasan melanda.

so many to do.. so little time
but i supposed i'd never have enough time anyway

came back from aberdeen, happy and sad
somehow 5 days is too short when you spend it with the right people :)
miss them already
it was fun indeed
didn't really go to many places
just hanging out and chilling
masak dan makan
berborak dan berborak lagi
plus helped shauqi with his revision
made some new friends
i even thought of staying a bit longer
but I can't

Need to go down South this friday
planned to go on tuesday, but have to go earlier
can't even meet Fats since she's on leave this week
She asked me to go to Manchester next weekend
hope I'll be able to go and see her then

Now I feel like I don't wanna go home too soon
It's another big step
and I am so not ready
but I never really was anyway

ermm if only I can stop time and enjoy this moment a bit longer


with niza, zack and murni at Nunu's place

bukit dan air

the driver + best friend

wif Niza and Nunu
Partner tido + host yang baik hati :)

of ketam-ketam yang dengki, of losing the precious

adalah banyak benda yang nak ditulis, but words seems inadequate. ermm where shall I start?

Have you heard the story about ketam Melayu and ketam Cina yang duduk dalam satu bekas, dan cuba untuk keluar? at the end, ketam Cina berjaya keluar tapi ketam Melayu tidak. Sebabnya, ketam-ketam Cina saling bantu-membantu untuk keluar, tapi ketam Melayu sibuk berlumba-lumba untuk menjatuhkan sesama sendiri, sampai akhirnya takde siapa pun yang berjaya. Sedih, kan?

A friend almost lost her job because of some ketam-ketam yang tidak boleh nampak orang lain senang. She was new, but well-liked by the bosses. She haven't done anything except being efficient and dedicated. And she blogged. Her being her, she wrote about current issues, a bit about her job, and you know the usual stuff, things that bother her, wrote about some sensitive issues. To be fair, it's still relatively mild, compared to some other bloggers, but it's there. Somehow, the bosses knew about it. She almost got kicked out of the team. And they asked her to stop writing.

Sad, kan? Simply because you're too good at what you do, you lost one of the most precious thing in your life. The thing that saddened me the most is the fact that the bosses wouldn't know if nobody told them. To be fair, if she really broke the rule - and had accidentally spill some company secrets in the blog, the person who knew that she blogged can just warned her. No need to be nasty, spreading rumours and brought it straight to the bosses, right? Just because she's too good at what she does, they have to lower themselves to that level. I am sad, because they call themselves 'professionals' or 'golongan intelek', when the way they act like they're still in high school. Pity. very sad indeed.

rasanya dah habis kemas dah kot
semua dah dlm beg/kotak/ plastik
dah penuh 2 kotak besar
ada satu lagi kotak besar,
rasa macam kena return aje kotak tu
sebab dah takde barang lain dah kot
semoga selamat barang-barang dalam kotak

terpaksa meninggalkan bear gemok itu
yang telah menemani selama 5 tahun
walaupun tahun ni dia asyik kena duduk kat noti corner
nasib baik jijah sudi nak adopt
kalau tak, tak tau lah
nak bawak balik macam besar sangat,
dia aje dah separuh kotak besar..huhuhu

hmm petang ni pindah barang
esok nak pegi aberdeen

hmmmm siannn bebear gemokkk

..aduhai bangsaku..

I was waiting for Farid this morning when I stumbled on this article yang bertajuk:

Juara AF4 kandas ujian memandu di jalan raya

KUALA BERANG: Dengan disaksikan lebih 300 peminatnya, Juara Akademi Fantasia 4 (AF4), Faizal atau Mohd Faizal Ramli, 23, gagal dalam ujian memandu yang diambilnya di Sekolah Memandu PSM Academy cawangan Ajil di sini, semalam.......

klik lah link kat atas tu untuk baca berita selanjutnya.

Dan sesungguhnya, aku tak mampu untuk memberikan sebarang komen bila berita ini adalah berita utama di harian metro hari ini. Mungkinkah kita memang ketandusan berita, atau kah wartawan tidak berjumpa berita, ataukah kita memang merasakan berita sebegini penting untuk jadi tajuk utama????



I rest my case..

Semalam tidur lambat
sebab hati tak keruan
jadi berlepak-kan dengan Jiejah sambil tengok citer Korea
dan masak soto yang terlebih rempah
juga buat kek batik

tidur lambat jadi adalah bangun lambat
sebenarnya rasa tak nak bangun
orang ajak pegi school, tapi adalah tak nak jumpa orang
not before knowing it, anyway

pukul 1130 am, check nathan bodington -the virtual learning centre
tapi takde lagik
lepas tu, pukul 1230 tetiba gatal
jadi bukak nathan bodington lagi skali

tiba-tiba kena palpitations
laju ok!
terus tuju kat pass list
A, B C sampai H.. slowly
I.. Ibrahim.. yey!!!
I made it!!
M...Mansor, L..Lok, Abdul Razak, Pang, Kulanth, West, Urquhart..
We made it, Alhamdulillah

jadi terus bangun gosok gigi (sebab dari bangun belum bergerak dr katil)
dan ketuk pintu Farid dan Nisa macam orang giler
Juga menjerit macam orang giler
serta melompat-lompat macam orang giler - ok, tak sesuai, but who cares
Adalah sangat happy
Jadi Mak ngan Ayah boleh datang sini
dan tak perlu gali lubang nyorok bawah tanah

Yeayyy!! yeay!! dan yeay lagi!!!!






Ok - sekarang pegi mandi! busukk!!
Juga esok kena ingat untuk amik degree pack + submit shadowing form.
Yeay!! *senyum sampai telinga*

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