..way back into love..

"I've been living with the shadow overhead,

I've been sleeping with the cloud above my head,

I've been lonely for so long,

Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on"

~way back into love, hugh grant & drew barrymore~

My last case presentation went well, alhamdulillah. Despite the fact that we were starved and missed the oh-so-delicious hot food and dessert of the grand round, and annoyed that the assessment didn't start till 1245 (susah sangatlah nak bagitau yang dia akan lambat - so why don't you let us have lunch first- demm surgeons!!), it went okay. Besides, by the time it was my turn he ran out of questions and time as well. ngehehe, so he didn't ask loads. :)

Weekend was very unproductive. I supposed because it's the end of placement, I just feel like celebrating. Went to jam at Kamarul's place with Nisa. Asked them to learn 'way back into love', so I can sing my heart out. Menyanyi sampai sakit kepala :p. Then got very very miserable on saturday, went to market to get some spray carnations which is now blooming very prettily :D. And because I'm not in the mood of studying, I ended up doing some cross-stitching instead. But I mis-calculate the little boxes, and malas nak bukak balik. So now, I'm just continuing it, and maybe try adjust later when I'm adding more colours in. I've put it away now to resist the temptation.

I've just started my new and last placement in pinderfields hospital yesterday. The timetable is not too bad, I think. Lots of ward work, which means lots of free time. Although I still have to get a few more signatures for my blue book, I'm thinking of forging some :p. I mean, there are some good stuff there, but some of it are the things that they don't do that often. I mean, some of it even the SHO only ever seen it once. How lah they'd expect us to do it. Sigh. I need to ask Fats for help, see if she can sign some more stuff on my book. heheh.

It was only the first day, and I hate Pinders already. The hospital is in a few different buildings, and the fact that they're demolishing some of the sites are sooo not helping. All the buildings are attached with little 'glass-link corridor'. Gelas lah sangat. Macam jalan tikus ok. 2-3 kali aku ulang alik dalam tu, aku dah rasa claustrophobic giler. Memang by the end of it pening kepala lah. Dah laa diorang siap ada this little kereta yang bawak all the patients' files, equipment etc, memang lah macam tikus. Not to mention the signs were on the sides of the wall - and itu adalah di sebelah bawah dinding. Siapa nak nampak??? bengong!! I'm so gonna be lost in there.

Oh, and don't get me started on the accommodation. Oklah, to be fair, I haven't stayed there yet, and the room and kitchen looks ok. But the actual building itself haiyoo.. We couldn't even find the rooms at first. I supposed we're lucky that our rooms are in the new building. The old bit, was like a run-down. Did I mention about the sign post?? Puaslah nak mencari nombor-nombor bilik itu. Sigh. I supposed after the very much-newer-and-free-lunches-almost everyday in Dewsbury, this is a complete turn-off. Oh yeah, and they make a point that we shouldn't have the free lunches unless invited. Well, well, it means, no free stuff from the drug reps as well. Lucky I took quite a few pens and highlighters and post-it notes from drug reps in Dewsbury.

OK, better hit the books again. I've been staring at the same page for almost 2 hours now.
Laters, people!