~bob the builder..can we fix it??~

Mak ngan Ayah akan sampai esok, InsyaAllah. Semoga selamat sampai bersama barang-barang.. aminnn.

I've been spending the past 3 days with Izzati, a one and half which acts like a 3 years-old, except that she can't talk properly yet. Sangat penat dan sedikit bosan. And it's not a good sign when I woke up with teletubbies song all day long, ain't it? Adalah tidak begitu susah the first 2 days, but today dia adalah banyak dengki sama gue. Everytime I tried to read, she'll come and grab the book, and read it too (upside-down, I might add). Then when I sit on the sofa, she'l menyibuk-nyibuk juga. Not to mention the countless time I have to change the dvd from teletubbies-postman pat-tweenies-and-whatever she have just to keep her company. I'm frustrated, and she's frustrated too kot, sbb 3 hari tak keluar rumah. Hai lah.. kalu kat Mesia, bleh laa jugak ku bawak keluar pegi taman permainan. Kat sini, main sensorang kat backyard je lah. Itu pun nasib baik laa umah nih ada backyard. Bottomline is, I so can't be a full-time mother. Buleh sakit jiwa..huhuhuhu.

But then, she's a darling too. Like when I scolded her, and she realised that I'm mad, then she'll come and hug me with that big melting smile. Juga bila dia mendodoikan aku dengan selawat nabi. Juga bila dia datang dan peluk without reason. Adalah geram. Oh well, at least esok K oja cuti, so adalah orang lain. Ini duduk 2 orang. Hari-hari tengok muka sendiri je, dia pun tau boring gak. hehehhe....
Camner laa aku nak ada anak sendiri nih?? Susah ok, jaga anak!! sheeshhhh!!