happy new year 2010

I am watching reruns of American Idol and The Nanny on Astro. Almost missed my Subuh prayer and then couldn't get back to sleep as I was already hungry. Hubby went to work already so I fixed myself an instant porridge and hot milo for breakfast. It sucks when you had to spend holidays alone when your husband had to go to work. Oh well, imagined the weekends he had to spend without me..

Time flew so fast. at new year 10 years ago I was still... ermm where was I? Just finished high school and took a full-time job of taking care of the house and my elder brother, while my parents went to work. Waiting for SPM results, not even sure whether I could make it through.. oh I know I'll get to further my studies somehow, doing.. I don't even know what I'll be doing then. I was always the lucky one, managed to score straight A's for my UPSR and PMR, but SPM, I think that was really tough. I called home almost crying after my physics paper 'coz I've no idea what I was answering back then. I almost cried kerana saya adalah orang yang akan cuba sedaya upaya utk tidak menangis di depan ibubapa saya.

To be at where I am now, was not even in my dreams. Ok maybe I did think that I'll be a professional, get a good job, earned good money. But be a doctor? errmmm..maybe.. i'd study locally though. And to fly to the UK to further my study? That was never in my wildest dreams... yes, it happens to other people but not me. So, I am thankful to Allah for giving me this opportunity. I almost thought that I would never be able to fly when that kerani in KMYS told me that I got 2B's and a C for my a-level. Saya menangis sepanjang jln ke kolej in public transport and Zack's car. Thank god she read a wrong results, dunno who's. If not I won't be here, now, aite?

As for now, I am content, and counting my blessings.

Happy new year, folks! May we have a blessed year ahead :)