There are three reasons for breast-feeding: the milk is always at the right temperature; it comes in attractive containers; and the cat can't get it.

Saya keseorangan di rumah. Mendapat cuti tanpa diminta adalah satu kelebihan, tetapi tidak mendapat cuti apabila diminta, adalah memang menyakitkan hati.. Apapun, saya bersyukur kerana diberi cuti rehat yang saya perlukan di saat ini. Tapi hubby adalah sedang bekerja dan laundry masih belum siap lagi, jadi tak boleh telefon adik untuk ambil saya balik rumah mak. Jadi saya berblog sambil menonton parenthood. Mungkin sekejap lagi akan packing barang untuk bawa balik ke rumah mak. Sementara saya ada driver dan tukang angkat barang.hahaha.

Our next checkup is this Friday. Saya adalah agak nervous sebenarnya. Kalau ikut date, I'm 4 days post date, but if I were to follow my scan date, we still have about 2 weeks. However the placenta is already calcified, means it's term already and the Dr doesn't want to wait for too long, hence the checkup this Friday. And I am tired of people asking me the same questions over and over again hingga membuatkan saya rasa sgt marah bila terjumpa Anna pagi semalam, and she said ' eh, btul laa awak tak beranak lagi!!', I felt like kicking her there and then. I shrugged off the question and quickly get into the car sebelum saya mengatakan sesuatu yang menyakitkan hati..huhuhuhu. I'm thinking of taking early maternity leave, but that means I would be staying at home and stressing out, but going to work means I have to meet people and cannot escape the question. Sigh!! Bosannya saya!!!

Juga, being in medical field and knowing things that could've happened, or shouldn't have happened adalah lebih mengerikan. Meski saya cuba untuk berlagak tak kisah supaya tidak merisaukan hubby dan diri sendiri, tapi sebenarnya saya adalah gusar. Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar..aminnnnn

On a different note, saya bermimpi beranak di rumah seorang diri. bukan laa seorang diri, ada orang but everyone were asleep, I was standing up, and realise my belly is not as big anymore, so the baby was sliding out, knock himself and cried, and there I was waking people up, and my first thought was, it's BBA (born-before-arrival to hospital) and he's going to be admitted to nursery, and I need someone to cut the cord. Apakah???? I told my staff in clinic, and Abg Tan started asking me my house number, It took me a while before I realised he's going going to buy sport's toto. duhhhh!! Adalah bendul! Oh baby, please come out soon or mommy will be having more weird dreams .. :p